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Here's To Teenage Romance 
I'm making this all up as I go along  don't place any faith in me  I'm just your typical  teenage fuck up   
Nothing good will come of me  I'm just testing it out  see how fun this'll turn out to be  I'm trying to trust myself  and see how close I can let you get  before you'll break me apart  like the rest of them   
Please Don't Make Me Cry  my cliche  it's all I ever ask of anyone  and I'm done searching  for any pity  or self satisfaction  you'll let me down   
Now Close Your Eyes And Fucking Smile  for the god damn camera Here's To Teenage Romance
by ~bleeding4u
...There is some sort of emotion  that you can't explain  in a situation like this   
You wonder why the pain  can still be felt through the  numbness  you can't fight through   
You wonder why the tears  can't break themselves free  and make you feel guilty  for not seeming more  
sympathetic   
You remember all the good times  which are supposed to make you feel  better  but only make it  
worse   
You try and grasp some sort of  realistic view  and yet nothing can make sense   
You want to blame  You want to vent & ...
by ~bleeding4u
Her Latest CatastropheThe time was right  perfect in fact  To take the heart  completely in tact  And snap it in two  stomp into the ground  what's left of the black and blue   
Mellow was she  happy almost for the first time  but still it's just another "almost"  never completely  
never whole  Because it seems she doesn't deserve  that Happily Ever After disease   
Thrown like a rag doll  down the drain  into the gutter  into the rain  You tossed her aside  like she meant nothing  Maybe that was it...she didn't matter   
Another mark on the wal Her Latest Catastrophe
by ~bleeding4u
I PromiseWords  spill out of my heart.   
Apologetically  I try to redeem myself.   
Promising  everything will be okay.   
When  in reality I have no idea.   
Wondering  what's going to happen next.   
Honey  I'm so sorry.   
Trying  to get away from the regret.   
Wondering  how I'll get out of my own head.   
Fuck  I think I screwed up. I Promise
by ~bleeding4u
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Going Back On My Word

Sat Sep 3, 2005, 3:59 PM
Mood - violated
Listening To - Ghost Of You ~ MCR

yeah, I go back on my word a lot...deal with it.

these words are my diary screaming out Loud

Please Don't Hurt Me Baby,
This Is All I Ask
That I Come Out Of This Relationship
With A Heart Semi In Tact...
♥


there comes a point in my life
when I'll know if any of my decisions were right
but for now I'm content to know
that I love you
and that I make it show
I'm not going to be one to try and please you every time I see you
I'll just make an effort not to be difficult
or to make things too hard
because I want things to work
I want them to go far


I look around and I see
my friend's hearts falling
at my feet
and I wonder how anyone could
rip out the heart of a person so good
how anyone could possibly stand
to be the one with bloody hands
and then I look at myself
and I see
I'm one of those people
whe've been on a heart murdering spree
♥


fuck you
and fuck this
I'm done dealing
with your shit
I want to know
why you make everything so hard
why you refuse
to let me move
along too far
it's like you're
more afraid of me letting go
than I am
of moving on.


»there's something inside me
that wants to come back
something that left me
quite a while ago
it's this feeling that you
get under my skin
this feeling that I'll
give up the fight,
that I'm going to let you win.»


I don't know what else there is for me to say.
I have so much in me right now, it's so hard to explain.
I want you to know that I'll never let go of this feeling.
right now, it's all that I have to hold on to.
«You terrify me, you fucking terrify me.»







yeah...I seem to have ranted a bit in there. don't ask...this is the last thing I'm probly ever gonna show on here...deal.


Angelina
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    ~Arkaizer May 29, 2005, 8:16:50 PM
    Just Raf droppin' a note. Allo puppet.
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    ~Perfectly-brOken May 1, 2005, 8:32:44 PM
    Mwhahaha. And you have my permission, to KILL anyone who flirts with him!! Bwhaha.

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    :giggle: Right out her nose.

    I LOVE YOU!
    :glomp: :hug:

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    happiLy eveR After [failed]
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    ~LeeRoberts Mar 18, 2005, 5:50:32 PM
    Chats online with you are so kool, just like your gallery here. :D ;)

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    You and Me Baby Ain't Nothing But Deviants So Lets Ignore How This Is A Parody
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    ~darkwonder Feb 1, 2005, 9:16:05 PM
    I love my Angelina! :hug:

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    Sticks and stones can break bones but words shatter the soul:sadangel:
    I have a guy-hating chainsaw...and I'm not afraid to use it!:chainsaw:
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    ~Arkaizer Jan 21, 2005, 9:15:09 PM
    Random hi from Raf. *Hugs*
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    ~Arkaizer Jan 16, 2005, 9:42:07 PM
    Man yer cool. We should go watch White Noise. =D
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    ~SuMSpAzNaMeDjOn Dec 29, 2004, 2:29:58 PM
    i did this only 2 show off the new avatar
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